Hell Date.

I dont see how people hate being alone. 

Me and my mind can have so many conversations, parties, anything, 

Jusat the two of us. 

or one, or how ever you want to count it... 

I have a gift, or lots of them, 

I'm not quite sure which one will make me money , but hopefully it can. 

Hopefully I'll be passionate about whatever I do to make money. 

whatever job I have in 8 years... 

In 5 I want to not know where my life is going. 

I want to be oblivious to getting old. 

I want to be 25 and fly, 

no kids, 

no man... well maybe

but I'd rather be alone, traveling the globe and shit... 

partyin alone. 

Sometimes on dates,

and I use the term loosely because I really dont go on them, 

but on these alleged "dates" there is usually pain. 

Mental pain. 

Which in some cases I think that hurts the most, 

since pain really only ever exists in your minds you know. 

Kinda like a fire. it shoot up from the wound to the brain. 

from the splinter gunshot funny bone, to the deluxe apartment in the sky.... 

So, imagine if the pain began in your mind at host. 

What if the fire started in your apartment

Then your kinda fucked. 

but that's just my opinion... 

Anyways, I digress 

dates! 

Usually on these dates there sits adjacent to me a young man, 

a nice young man, 

cute and shit. 

all I usually think about is how much I would rather be on this marvelous date

alone. 

Not with him

just me by myself, 

watching this movie, eating this paid for meal, with just myself 

Without all the getting to know me hoopla. 

Because he really doesn't care, and he shouldn't. 

He couldn't possibly care about a person he knows nothing about, 

So why are we doing this. 

Why is he paying for this food, 

Because hes stupid... he has to be, 

 Stupid people do stuff  they wouldn't normally do because they are told, or taught. 

So, why would I wanna be with a stupid person? 

That's where my mind goes. 

Everytime I go on a "date"

loosely termed remember... because I don't call outings with stupid boys dates

Or maybe I do. 

Maybe the fun stuff should have a better terminolgy. 

Like..... excursion! 

date

"We dont call em dates no mo in '12 we call em excursions" gucci voice. 

So to all of you prospective excursion partners, 

know this...  

Lets not go anywhere, 

get to know me before you waste your money, 

Lets be able to go out when your hairs not cut, 

when you dont have to pay for my food, 

or ask me what my major is over the bread they give you before our meal. 

Lets get to know each other before the excursion. 

That why they created all these dumb ass social networking networks... right?

Lets use them for good instead of evil 

Peace be with you. 

Gold Digger.

Ray changed my life.

Everything about it drives me wild, how the world really works.

His brother really died from falling in a tub of water…..

Now we can save people from A.I.D.S.

Provided the proper resources we can do anything,

We just need to put the pieces of the world together.

We were given the single legos…. by God.

Or whomever you believe,

We now have all the necessary resources to create our own Star Wars Galaxy

Its crazy how energy really does go from one piece to the next.

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about how much work my mother does,

And how I’ll be when or if I ever have kids.

How awesome my kids are gonna be…

because I’m awesome.

And that’s how people act just like their parents.

One spark of energy passed to the next.

Everything that happens is a scene from a movie.

And the fact that we can’t see how truthful fictional movies are

Is kinda the measure of their true effectiveness.

The computer you’re reading this on is a dream that a real person had.

A real person clocked in 9-5 to design this screen.

Everything is something and we fail to realize this.

Crazy how people think that twitter is life.

When 60 years from now, inevitably twitter buzz shall die down

And life will go on.

Rose will have lots babies.

And they’ll grow up and do some dumb shit we don’t understand.

People fall in love.

I haven’t yet decided how I’m going to document this.

How I think people should remember love in my opinion.

I think of shit during the day

So, I guess this’ll be tomorrows random mind drive.

I cant wait until I’m old and I can sit and recollect on life.

In a trailer, or a barn with a yard and a garden and a pond.

Somewhere for me to getaway and find something new to do everyday.

From hunting to gathereing.

Plucking flowers and baking pies.

Or however life may be 50 years from now. 

jump ball.

kicking off my birthday week.
me and my roomate decided to take a trip to Red Lobster shawty.
pretty sure it was the best decision of my life.

btw.
endless shrimp was in full effect.



















I'm pretty sure we did the damn thing.

RIP Bernie Mac.
- Addy

EVOLUTION.

Forrest Gump came on today.
... such a great movie

Speaking of groovy flicks,
apparently Lion King is 3-Ding and shit,
talk about a great idea!
how much more epic will that stampede scene be.

Its kinda weird seeing how lion king came out, in 2 dimensions...
and we were perfectly fine with it, until we weren't.
like we took a step further, hypothetically.
Now were about to take Simba to a whole nuther muh fuggin level
yaaahh mean?

Its crazy.
As humans we have come such a long way from math without calculators and dirt roads,
from Harriet to Barrack.

We complain about the lives lost in the war,  and the damage done by 9/11
but can we only imagine the tragedy of World War I or the American Revolution, for that matter.
Reading the paper the morning after the sinking of the Titanic,

History is a beautiful thing,
because we keep going.
change.
We build on what we learn, what we find, and discover.
We create things to make life easier,
We set trends and evolve to fit the environment around us.

Evolution.
The slaves, flappers, hippies, robots.
What is the legacy our generation leaves?
What will like be like when our grandkids meet Sallie Mae?



Back to Forrest =/ 
The man responsible for sparking these random deep thoughts...
Forrest lived through so many things so many decades, so much change.
All those dead presidents,
So many different Jennys...
and he loved her all the same, even though the world around him changed,
Mr. Gump remained the same man on the inside.
Which to me is the most beautiful quality a person can obtain.
Self acceptance.
So much more than confidence.

The power to accept the world around you, and the world inside of your mind.
and being able to allow them to dwell in your life simultaneously.
Self acceptance.

Im convinced I will own a robot before I die.
The world isn't over yet.
We have such a long way to go.
This trip is about to be gnarly as hell...

I wonder how small will ipods will be.

let that boy cook!

People cease to amaze me.
crazy folks.


Everybody is always so critical of what they dont know.
and are always so afraid to try new shit.
I love new shit!

example.
Come with me on this one.
Not to be rude or be pretentious or whatever. but
November I was expressing my excitement for Pilot Talk 2
bystanders chastised me, laughed, shooting down
by far one of themost hard working, dopest rappers!

Not because they were stupid for not understanding his awesomeness but!
they were mad because they didn't know about it, and didnt want to be "put on "
shit... put me on!
teach me.

People are so set in their ways,
In music, life, relationships...
make your own rules, fuck

take for intense, butt sex.
now, Ive never had butt sex,
I have no idea what I'm missing.
so, I refuse to go around knocking gay boys,
cus obliviously while the world being stupid laughing at them.
The gay boys are having awesome butt sex somewhere, loving life.

Let that boy cook!

(Swag!) Remember times I was strugglin off my mindset
Remember, the time will fly, like a caterpillar
Graduate, I ain’t even know that I shoulda
Sometimes, and don’t hate when you know I coulda (swag!)
Now I’m ’bout to give back to the people
More than ever, livin like now or never
Seem times, people get distracted by the outside hate
Life turn into appetizers (Eat ‘em!)
And I tell my niggaz, be a man of your word
I be fakin’…bottom, fuck it, sleepin (Swag!)
Watch your sleep ’cause…
them suckas will trick ya, thinkin about niggaz
…(Swag!) Don’t change for nothin’
I go back niggaz still swing J’s and sufferin
I’m movin up in the world, gettin humble as well
Stupid motherfuckers can’t tell, this real B
Yeah…

 

now, that was a good verse. 

#based 

I have no idea why people dont give this man props. 

because hes not rapping about politics?? 

shut the front door! 

most of us dont even watch the news... 

So how dare we call him ignorant, 

This movement he single handedly created. 

crafted 

with his amazing people skills and fantastic creativity. 

is far from ignorance. 

Lil b the Based god has paved his own way, 

with out a legitamite cosign . 

and is shittin on these half ass rappers 

lame ass, same ass, underground til I die wack ass rappers. 

"such typical rappers " to quote. 

 

So Fuck you! 

to all you stupid hoes stuck in your ways,.

and try to spend that precious time you waste hating on other people. 

or trying to get 'hip" and do your own thing. 

... open your mind, 

go have butt sex. 

something!

GIFSoup

 

#swag 

 

and Wiz Khalifa did not sellout. 

lames. 

taylor gang or go fuck your mom...

 

I Love You All 

--Addy

daft jam.

In a perfect world everybody could sing.
be themselves...
be happy.


Unafraid of the unknowns.
Weary of the inevitable.
drums would beat.
I would walk to mine.
and you to yours.

What made us different would pull us together.
magnets.

Calculus would be taught in kindergarden.
Every 18 year old would be an Einstein.
hair wild.
skirts kicked up.

In a perfect world,
expression would be in the form of paint.
not guns and fists.
Roy G Biv.
bitch
our minds are a blank canvas.

It is up to us to paint what happens.
our story.
the autobiography of: this nigga right here...x

The unknown.
I could die right now.
...but I didnt.

So what if I did.
who would cry?

why?

president of the united states.

what to do. 

Malcolm X. 

I never knew what exactly this man did. 

until last night...

thanks BET

I understand. 

blacks. us. we

we were forced here... 

we weren't allowed our own pilgrimage. 

escaping to the promise land. 

no. 

we were chained. 

we resented, but obliged. 

so erase millions of years of history. 

millions of years of civilization. 

we were ameba. 

growing from embryos to infants. 

in slavery. 

infantry to erections. 

in segregation. 

guarded by those white sheets. 

fearful of the explosion of our own ejaculation. greatness 

potential. 

and here were are. 

ignorant to who we are, 

who are we. 

X. 

We were made warm in the blistering cold and snow. 

by these men. 

we thank them, love these men. 

white men.

men who where the same men even

to strip us from our coats. and scarves and snow barren Africa.

We strived for their approval in our adolescence.

needing for cohabitation. 

so we took a journey through the forest. 

dogs.  hoses. blue men. rape. fire. 

all residents in this forest.

we traveled thru  

allowed to enter the land of purity and white. 

only once they thought we were mature enough 

to love them without hate .

forgetting the past 400 years. 

only then. 

we are adults now. 

smiling... striving to be like them 

straight hair light eyes white.

black

still lost.

bastards 

inglorious. 

praises due to the most fly Pra-da

I Love You All 

so love yourselves. 

-ADdy

sorry

Lasers.

Every time I'm bored,
I stumble.

and every time I stumble...
I find something fucking awesome,

meet my fucking awesome video of the day.


everything was so perfect.
so beautiful...

If you didnt watch it, your stupid.
and if you didnt fall in love... your crazy.

and there are no stupid or crazy people allowed on my blog...
So get out!
 *points to door*

anywho.
yes, I admit I have neglected the-curious case for a while.

forgive me?
=)

I'll be back with the flame throw soon enough
*cues yoga flame*
(great ass song btw)

Speaking of Lupe!
Laaaseerrrs!!
anybody download the leak?
pre ordered on itunes?
planning on "purchasing" it...whatever that means???

I copped it.
glazed over the tracks.
...and Im pretty sure its a solid piece of work.
It takes about a year for me to fully commit to an album/ep/mixtape

watever.
I'm a slow learner.
*addy shrug*

give it a gander.
let me know how you feel....
even tho I prolly wont give a faack.

#freeEarl
odd future is taking over the world.
fuck the illuminati.


I Love You All
--Addy Table

Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All. Dont Give a F#ck!

Have you noticed that all these "freshman" rappers are old as shit
talk about the same stuff.
all get highed
I love stoner rap and all.
but I dont get high.
So what about me!
how can I relate to the backback stoners.
I cant.

I prayed to the music gods...
please send me some random violent ignorance, that doesn't require a loudpack.
Something as original and quirky as I am.
Dirty rap. Funny rap. Young rap!
...thats what I asked.

They answered.

 So here's my recent obsession.



I havent been this obsessed with music in a while.
about a year and a half ago.
when "The Warm-Up" dropped.
@jcoleNC

but.
here is something fresh. young.
and dope as FAWK!
I don't care if you don listen to me now.
but you'll hear about this soon!
trust me.

Tyler the Creator

Hodgy Beats

Earl Sweatshirt

Domo Genesis

Mike G

Frank Ocean

Left Brain

The Super 3

Syd tha Kyd

Jasper Loc

Taco Bennett

Earl is my personal favorite. 

Crazy man. sick shit. 

I throw up every time I listen to him.

and he's only 16.

and Tyler!

the sick mastermind behind the dopeness. 

Its as if God himself decided to mix

Jay Electronica, Eminem, Wu Tang, MF doom, and a little pinch of Kanye poo

gaaahhh. >_<

you must listen. 

you must hear! 

Don't take my word for it. 

look for yourselves. 

GO! CLICK!

be amazed!

Youtube

Dowload just about everything OF here!

Tumblr

They'll be in DC on valentines day. 

I bought tickets. 

I have no ride. 

=/

#FreeEarl...suck a dick.

Earl's mom listened to his mixtape. 

Earl talks about rape, drugs and other cool stuff like that

Earl is only 16. 

She sent Earl to BootCamp. 

whore -_-

I love you all.
-Addy

I'm wearing contacts all week.

This was probably the best weekend...
ever.

It was 3 days.
I spent lots of dough.
Got lots of cool things.
And I'll end it all with a deep ass conditioner.

there was something tho.
Somebody told me that I've changed...
Change.
Its inevitable, subtle, shitty.
whatever

I think I have changed though.
I can see it in my blog, my twitter... my thoughts.
I hope I've changed for the better.
Older more mature.

What if I changed for the worse.
like I may have,
Plastic is my worse fear.
I am who I am.
Without fear of what others think.
I can't fathom the thought of me trotting around campus in heels and MAC.

We are sent here,
college.
To find ourselves.
To learn lots or learn nothing at all
To fall in love.
To kiss a girl... and like it.
STD's and pregnancy scares.
Drunken texts. and Hangovers.
Tattoos
Finals. Midterms,
Lessons. Choices
...Change.

I hope I'm on the right path.
I'd hate to look back at myself next year and not know who I am.
I love me.

You should love you.
and love whoever it is you should become.
change boo boo.

I dont think University Experience is relevant to my life.
but I wish I would have went to class...



I Love You All,
Addy

Fake Tits.

I'm sorry to all you nappy haters...
but!
I was scrolling down my Facebook homepage thing
and somebody gorgeous said something that caught my eye.

"to keep the natural texture of my hair that grows out of my head is seen as revolutionary--; why is that?"

--Gorgeous Friend 

I have recently joined #teamNaturalHair
and this is easily the best decision I've made in my life...

I feel more confident, beautiful, all that cool shit

I wish everybody joined this team!

It occured to me that black people always wanna be exclusive.
"Man, I dont even wanna cop them cool greys... everybody got em"

or in this case.

How they consider a woman's, 

a black woman's choice to not chemically ruin their hair, a trend. 

While Ill admit this is an epidemic,

This is not a stupid trend, 

This is a little bit more important than quickstrike releases, or twitter.

Everybody and there mama may be doing it... but its about time it be done....

Have you ever wondered why the average "permed females" hair never exceeds her collar bone

why would God allow ever other race to have long hair?

everybody but us.

 smh

Its not because God blessed us with other things.

 (i.e. fat asses, great thighs, and large foreheads)

Its because we kill our poor little follicles. 

with that "creamy crack" shit. 

Black people have "good hair" too 

I bet you'd be surprised at the different textures we have.

Think about it. 

The hair grows...

The new growth is inevitable... right?

So why isn't it getting longer? 

Why?! 

because its breaking off.  hoe

dry lifeless permed hair... you can keep it. 

run away from the rain. 

While I'm in a pool without a swimming cap!

I may have a teenie weenie afro now. 

but soon enough Ill be swangin! 

It kills me how now that I'm natural I get treated like a civil rights activist. 

this is how I was born. 

I Love You All 

--Addy

To my dear and lovely followers...

I love my followers.
all of them,
twitter, my blog-llowers
cuz I dont be talking about shit...
and youre still here!
thanks.

I know we just celebrated Christmas...
but!
we must resurrect this poor bird.



Idk if any of you guys noticed...
but i've been gone from twitter for exactly a week now.
*sigh*
and I miss it deeply.

The reason for my absence was because I needed to go to tweet-hab
I was addicted.
Twatching. refreshing. 100 tweets per day.
sick.

I had to let my followers get a break.
so now I'm back!
I'll make my first tweet sometime after midnight.
better than ever.

I gotta come back with a bang!
#shoutout to  that Victorias Secret gift card I got today!

how was everybodys Christmas?!?
mine was lovely.
=)

I'll introduce you to Tasha tomorrow.
I gotta finish taking out my hair

 


I finally got the Titanic 10th Aniversary Special Edition DVD!

I love you all
--Addy

G.O.O.D Hair

Today I found this fantabulous shampoo!



I'm so excited about how happy my hair is gonna be when I introduce them...
I got the conditioner too.
=)

Its amazing. 

*cue music*

Kanye West is one fly guy. 

He almost died ya kno? 

"...I must gotta angel

Cause look how death missed his ass

Unbreakable, would you thought they called me Mr. Glass"

...and then he lost his mom

"So when my mom died, I was working nonstop and that show really took me back to a time where I had no responsibility, not being arrogant but that' s the behavior that everyone saw.”

and then add the break ups. 

 

"what I’m dealing with is too real for me to comment on

Jay finally got it through my head not to run my mouth

so when you talk bout “you know who” I don’t know who you talkin’ bout"

and of course.

but now look at this man. 

still after all these years. all these hardships 

He is the man of the year. via MTV 

hes come quite along way since H to the Izzo.eh?  

So next time your feeing. shitty. 

just remeber yeezy taught us all how to get over shit and 

get sexy for a nigga. 

anywhooooooo. speaking of chris rock! 

I sat down with my mother today and watched Chris Rock's "Good Hair" 

which is... somethin else. 

that film. *sigh*

It opened my eyes to lot of stupid things people do for "cool hair"

poor black women. smh 

This week and the last couple of weeks my current obsession is hair.
Natural hair to be exact.
Its amazing how hardly nodody, (black nobodys that is)
has nappy hair...
on purpose.



How many of us have grown up into a "relaxed" lifestyle
so we dont know any better.
We are not the blame... or our parents...
this is all we know right?

All we know is that our hair was waaayyy too un-good to deal with
when we were about sayyy... 5 years old
right?
before we were even able to tie our velcro shoes
right?

Welp, I'm 19 now...
So I think I can do it!
I've been sorta doing it for about 6 moths now.
7 more days. and then Ill be a cool machine. =)

#kanyeshrug

I love you all.
--Addy

Goldie Locks.

I'm getting dreads this summer.
maybe...
If I don't pussy out like I do normally

I've had the same hair forever.
Never colored, chopped... changed anything.
well!
I did have bangs for a short period.
and in 8th grade all my hair fell out so thats kinda like a chop?
but I feel like its time for me to do something

first order of business is to completely go natural.
like everybody else!
it seems so much cooler than getting a relaxer.
eff european standards.
*power to the people fist raise*

then dreads ill get.

Anywho!
Today i wanted to talk about somebody cool.
I made a statement on twitter today that was just a random thoughtless blurb.
like everything else...
but I think it was substantial.

"Cudi should win a Grammy..."

and he really should.
cokehead or not he's a genius.
so keep on sniffing cudder!

I don't smoke.
but his music puts me in a high.
a state of "euphoria"... if we wanna be cliche
its so....
Dope. (no pun)

I can only imagine how high people feel when they listen to him.
His first album. Man on the Moon: The End of the Day.
which I am currently euphoria-sized to at this very moment is a beautiful work of art.
I'm in a very bad mood.
well I was.
now. I feel like a Lion!
It empowers me to think I can do things I know I probably cant. =)
like a dream....

I really like Curren$y alot.  (jets fool)
Wiz is straight... (TGOE)
great cannibus tunes
but... Its something about Cudders weed music.
idk,
its.... somethin else *kevin hart voice*

and I just realized tonight how great he is.
I tip my hat to you Kid Cudi.
You make me feel alive.



I don't care... buy, download, rob some body...
you must hear Man on the Moon II: The Legend of Mr. Rager
#epicClassic

“DREAM ON, we make shit for movies. not radio. sorry bout that.”


I LOVE CUDI
--Addy

That darn Miley...

Carrie Bradshaw was one helluva broad. 

I spent my pointless week at school watching lots of Sex & the City. 

and I love her. 

Who wouldn't 

She has a great butt... 

covered by some dope ass dress. 

the only shape-ups she needs to keep that booty tight are $500 5-inch red bottoms. 

*cue J-Lo's really catchy Louboutin song*

anywho! 

Its amazing how you think you're the only person going through shit...

when more than likely theres a movie about it. 

a blog post. 

a trending topic. 

a Beyonce song.

something. 

Never forget you'll get over it. 

Carrie got over Big not getting out that damn car. 

Beyonce' got over those God awful braids that she used to rock... 

and Miley! this to shall pass. 

we understand you just turned 18. 

the fame is full of pressure, we know... 

but boo. maybe you need to get better friends? *shrug*

cuz whoever was holding that camera was fuuuccked up. smh 

"I'm not like other women."

that's what Carrie said, 

and she's not, she so much cooler

I'm so much cooler. 

So is Beyonce 

and Miley... 

she'll never be Britney... but she'll do.

oops? =) 

I'm sorry for my jump jumping arounnd but this just came on my fucking television 

no fucking way. smh 

this is... something else

Something ELSE! 

they can chia obama.... 

but miley cant get high on her b day... 

*sad sigh* God Bless America. 

I love you all. 

--Addy

dreams.

Im not quite sure where to begin.

Im excited to say the least.
this is a G.O.O.D place to start i suppose

so, is it safe to say jay-z is the coolest guy of all the land.
he became one the tightest rappers.
brought us some of the dopest people.
little willow smith.
crazy creepy sexy rihanna.
he brought us kanye. (so to speak)
and he brought us jermaine.
who thanks to kanye,
I think people will "wake up."

according to this grand closing line
--"... Ironic, you been sleepin' on the one that you been dreamin' bout."

not anymore J-cole.
I think this was perfect.
I am now excited that he didnt release his album.
because now!
thanks to this past  G.O.O.D friday saturday....
people might actually give a shit about the dopeness that this guy spits.

SO! now when his mixtape drops on the 12th.
(two days after my birthday...btw)
=)
people are gonna listen to it.
new fans. hell get new fans!
old fans will stick with him.
new fans with hop on and everybody shall recognize his greatness.
so that when his album drops.
it wont flop.

Amazing.

for those of you guys who arent cool.
and haven't heard this greatness.
....google that shit.
Looking for Trouble. 

smh
I'm so proud.
I dont even know what to do with myself.

*hears bells.*

=)

I love you all
Addy.

effa Tea Party

poor Nancy Pelosi.
=/
I know she must be pissed.
Im sad for her.
I apologize to her.


Im sorry Nancy!
I didnt vote... didn't register to vote.
wasn't planning on voting.
nothing.


I realized now.
The day after mid-term elections
...kinda how important it is to vote.
because its not you who your representing.
but a group of people who your vote reflects for.

think about it.
I am an average/young/african american/woman/student.

who didnt vote.
didnt care to vote.

So!
Im pretty sure other people classified as young african american women students didnt vote as well.
And thats why Nancy lost her job!

Thats why there are no black people in the senate this term
none.
because we didnt care.
and its a shame.
because I bet you everryyyyy
young african american woman voted in the 08 elections
why dont we care about other stuff.
Why!
Why did Nancy lose her job.
smh



I think its because we always look at the big picture.
the flashy stuff.
Thats why nobody my age watches golf.
or nobody my race watches hockey.
...which btw is wayyyy more epic than football.

I just wished they would have taught us the importance of the federal reseverve
instead of which kind of remy hair is the best.
Which coogi sweater will get you the most bitches.
or what time you gotta leave the house in order to get in free at the club.
cuz,

that shit doesnt matter!
I wanna retire one day. I want my child to have a job, to not have to live in a polluted area.
to not have to live on the street
selling there bodies for a mcdouble
That'll probably be like $5
or $5.75 for that extra peice of cheese.

I'm gonna do better.
Im gonna participate in this effed up government.
Im gonna stop assuming it should be perfect.
and realize that without my help.
without my vote... Uncle Sam will never be Mr.Right

Ill vote next time.
(you should too)
Sorry Nancy.

I love you all
Addy

I'm ashamed at my neglect.
but I doubt anyone truly cares but myself...
I haven't been tweeting.
tumblr  - _-
But...Im back!
...at  least for now

I think everybody's beautiful.
In their own special way.
I find myself daydreaming throughout the day...
Staring at all the different people.
...creepily

How dare anybody call someone ugly.
well!
I've called plenty of people ugly.
but I don't think I meant it.
Who says a big nose cant be intriguing.
or small lips aren't cool.
Rihanna is magnificent.
and so is her forehead...

I just think whoever decided to make all people different was a genius.
*snaps for God*
and DNA!

Ive been obsessed with Shakespeare yet again...
for the past couple of weeks.
intrigued by this man descriptions of beauty.
and love.

Lately,
I've been intrigued with love.
how people feel about it.
how they choose whom they share it with.
and how insane the whole concept is.


Sonnet 16:

Let me not to the marriage of true minds

 Admit impediments. Love is not love

Which alters when it alteration finds,

 Or bends with the remover to remove:

O no! it is an ever-fixed mark

 That looks on tempests and is never shaken;

It is the star to every wandering bark,

 Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks

 Within his bending sickle's compass come:

Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,

 But bears it out even to the edge of doom.

If this be error and upon me proved,

 I never writ, nor no man ever loved.



    -William Shakespeare  

In order to love. you must find beauty.
...in my understanding.

Find something beautiful about that person.
Their smile.
Their drive.
Their voice.
mind... body... soul...
etc.
because there is no other way this twisted fucked up feeling
would be able to has this much power.
smh.

I just think its cool.
how everybody has this ability to be beautiful.
It is up to you however. to accept the beauty that you were given
and to share it with someone.
and to search find something beautiful about others.

Im pretty sure your day might be a little less sucky.
=)
#nohomo


I love you all
--Addy

A is for awesome. =/

...so this is the final post on my obsession with male and female differentiable stuff.
=/
maybe.
probably not.
ehh.

"so anyway doe" *kat stacks voice*
I went to a matenee today with my sneakerhead girlfriend
aka. the brightest member of the #wolfpack
Juliet. =)
and we saw the movie God made just for me...
Easy A.


Not only was this epically hilarious...witty...funny as shit
etc.
It had an amazing message.
one that I have been trying to spit out for my whole life.

Basically the message was.
...without sounding like a corny bitter homewrecking whore.
ahem.

Have sex... if you want.
if you dont wanna have sex... dont do it.

Dont think of sex as a whores obligation.
its more like a hobby.
...tennis.

 Who feels guilty about playing tennis??

Its funny how the story goes.

guys and girls have sex together.
the girl always gets blamed.
the guy gets praised.
and boys wonder why girls dont like to "sha-boing boing"
...life would be so easy if the world could understand it.

but!
just like racism...
its never gonna change.
#kanyeShrug

just everybody.
live life for you
not lil day day and nem.


everybody just... go watch the movie.
Its very clever and way better than my words can explain.
and boys.
stand outside of your girls window with a boom box
...and a lawn mover.
Youll definitely get the panties.



This is definalty not an easy lesson.
=/

I Love You All
--Addy

What women want (part 2)

Here I am again.
with more sexist shit.
=)

this is all too familiar...
females are horrible people when they we do this.
when we do this.

I must admit I have fallen guilty to the "pre-sex then stop."

*kanye shrug*

heres another piece of the "why women are so different from men" puzzle. 

I hate puzzles. 

-_-

I love you all 

--Addy