Its crazy how powerful the brain is.
Crazy how bad things happen to people bad things happen to.
Good things happen to those who believe that good things will happen.
A wise, tiny korean woman opened my eyes today.
It all started with a quote.
"live everyday to the fullest, because tomorrow will only be a memory... "
From there I branched off.
As I normally do...
and I realized that my whole life.
I've been running away.
running from rejection,
Running from happiness internally
because I believed that good things
should n' t
happen to me.
I really believed that I wasn't that talented.
that I wasn't as good as the next guy.
That nobody could possibly take my blog (or myself for that matter )
but what if.
what if there is somebody who really listens to what I have to say,
What if peoples lives really do change from reading this.
or what if somebody is laughing at the jokes I thought so hard about.
What if ?
I don't want to ask that question.
I'm just gonna do shit.
You have to.
I have to.
so today. The eve of my 20th birthday.
shall be a great one.
The eve of the newest day of my life tomorrow.
shall be fantastic.
Just like all the days that come after.
a beautiful thing.
The bible says all you need is to have the faith the size of a mustard seed.
Well I sow my faith pumpkin seed.
This time next year I hope to have a big ass pumpkin.
I believe that shit.
I really do.