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I'm still learning what it means to be human, 

To accept the fact that I have flaws. 

We are amazing. 

Our potential is limitless. 

It is up to you 

To believe. 

To really really believe. 

That you are worth it. 

You are worth every smile you bring to the world.

Worth more than any dollar in your bank account. 

Look, 

I know you've fucked up. 

So what? Get over it? 

If you desire something 

You deserve it. 

Go for it. 

Who cares if your too short. 

Or too wide. 

Or if you have a vagina or not. 

Who cares if your homeless 

Or gay, 

Or ugly. 

Nobody cares about your excuses. 

Do you think your dreams will understand? 

If they were to wither away into nothingness 

All because you thought you couldn't achieve them?

Nah. 

Don't you know that everything that exists in the world was once a dream...

Dreamt by somebody, 

That had some major fuck-ups in life. 

Just like you. 

If you haven't learned anything from this 

I just want you to know. 

That you are perfect. 

How you are. 

No choice you made was incorrect. 

No path you paved headed in the wrong direction 

There is no RIGHT way to live. 

Just live it. 

And believe in yourself 

Belive in something greater than yourself 

And strive 

Always strive to be better. 

To be the greatest you

You could ever be, 

Do you thing Beyonce' just so happen to be frickin awesome? 

Nooooooo 

I think she started from the bottom, her bottom 

She believed her dream. 

Believe, 

Believe. 

BELIEVE!

It's important to realized that everyone is different 

What is for you...

Is for you. 

Not her, 

Not him, 

But you. 

Nobody has to understand it but you and your dreams. 

Inspire.

"You can do anything you set your mind to."

If I had a dollar for every time I heard that, I wouldn't need to be writing this right now. I would be tan as shit, living on an island with sexy chocolate servants feeding me grapes and fruit snacks. But,! Unfortunately for me, nobody gave me anything but words, at least they were wise ones so I can't really complain too much. 

If history has taught us anything --which obliviously it hasn't since we rewrite it over and over and over-- anybody has the power to do anything. Anything. I think it is the stories of the people that come before us that can help make life easier, make attaining succes a little less stressful, make happiness seem like less of a chore. So, this week I'm going to introduce you to my role models, people that inspire Addy. One day when I rule the world, I'm going to thank these people, and the whole globe is going to hear me. 

The first person I'm going to spotlight is the youngest out of the collection. This man is... phenomenal. I dont think there has been a person that I could relate to as much as him. He has single handily, with the support of his niggas of course,  changed the way our generation perceives the world. The people who listen that is, because some of his tactics seem "irregular" and "demonic" to those ignorant mother fuckers who don't listen to whats being said, they just skim through the pages and look at the pictures.  We dont care about them fagotts anyways...

I heard about this genius December 2010, since then I have stan-ly followed his career. It was amazing seeing the transformation. Seeing how day by day his dreams were coming true. Right before my eyes he released his free debut album 'Bastard' which was critically acclaimed for its groundbreaking envelope pushing tunes and lyrics. He shook up the mainstream pop, hip hop, rock world with his ability to be relatable to people from all walks of life. He released the best video of 2011 in my opinion, Yonkers, hitting  a millie views in 1 day. Priceless. 

He released Goblin in May. I listend to that and only that until July. I never grew tired. He has a clothing store now, he has world tours, a television show is in the making, And he did all of this while taking his crew with him! odd future wolf gang kill them all dont give a fuck. I love them, everything they are, I appreciate. I think we will remember this man forever, and somebody is gonna honor him when he's old as fuck, he might even have a movie. golf Wang. 

If you haven't already guessed, I am referring to Tyler, the Creator. Wolf Haley, Tron Cat, Dr. TC,  

I cried when I saw this, I felt like it was me up there. Just a kid living out his dreams, Dreams. 

Dreams. They really come true. 

I  

Dogs are people too.

#ghoe has come and gone.
millions of people have come and gone.
"cum" and  gone.

I wonder how many people got the clap this weekend.
... broke up with their girlfriend??
...went bankrupt??
...got shot?? etc etc

I had fun...
My whole weekend was made last night at around 9:15
sober and fully clothed.
surrounded by wayyy too many of those colored folk.

I was introduced to my soul mate.
Jermaine Lamar Cole.
=)
I had the time of my life.
grandtabulous!
It was the only time I think I enjoyed standing up during the whole concert....

So. play-by-play.

1st song- Welcome.
surprised yet delighted he performed this...
Its always been a favorite of mine.
and I think he introduced a new style of his many styles to his new fans... to come.

2nd. Young Simba
Once again.
letting people know hes not some corny lights skinned boy screaming "who dat" all day
=)

3rd. All I want is you

4th. Lights Please.
You know all the nasty girls stood up for this. =)
I think this song got the most initial applause.

5th. Who Dat.
owwww.

6th. Petey Pablo's Reunion show
yesss. this swole mutha fucker came on stage.
out of breath... but got the crowd tooooo hype.
throwing aroung tall tees, and a sweaty ass fitted.
NC "stood up" I suppose??

lastly..... A Star is Born
He come out acappella.
spit his newest verse to my man #hovs beat.
and then he came out with his snippet in the song...
then I gazed off.
stopped singing a long.

I was just wondering.
This man was in the stands 2 years ago.
#ghoe - ing it up
hopefully avoiding the clap... and bullets.
doing niggardly things like the rest of us.
and now...
he made it. Whether or not you appreciate his greatness.
Hes getting paid more than you. =)

"...call me over rated or creative or too jaded
because any way you put it bitch I made it"

-- *drizzy voice*

Stars aren't created.
They are born... just like the rest of us.
Do you ever just think about.
What if that was you?
 thousands of people dressing up screaming your name... throwing you panties.
spotlight on you.

How did they get so lucky.
or how did they get so blessed...
with that drive and passion we all fiend for.

thats all it is that separates the stars from the earthlings.
...the need to break the barrier of the atmosphere
to reach the moon.
and hopefully they'll land in staryland
I'm aiming somewhere cool.

If I miss...
hopefully ill land somewhere in the stars


Mars here I come.


I Love You All
Addy.