Battle after battle
I'm just trying to survive
to outlast the blasts of despair
out of nowhere spies
holding the line
so you can't reach me
protecting
my treasure. my mind
It is bloody, I'm battered
purple and warped from the constant fight
shattered bruises but standing
wobbly knees
heart
hands and I can't
see through the smoke
How can I know that I am fighting
my enemy
my inner me
infiltrating my soul's energy
I can't be
really this fucked up
love should be enough
I do, right?
share that feeling inside
my inner light
Or am I at war for you
marching with ruined shoes
gravel in every crack
or do I really lack
attention
affection
direction to know
where else am I supposed to go.
Running fast.
but breathe. breathe.
Here's good. It feels safe again
I'll armor up again
ready for the fight again
this time I'll be fine
this time I'll be just fine
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